Anxiety.
When I tell people what happened to me, with my heart, they all say “oh! that sounds so scary!” and they tell me to get rest, feel better, and they’re thinking of me. …
Awake. It took me so long to get to sleep. I definitely have anxiety now, if I didn’t before. Every time I do normal things like stand up, sit down, my heart races.
I don’t know what I will do if I can’t get this under control. I have spent…
This heart problem is getting worse. I now feel awful 24/7. I went to the ER 3 times in total. I am super scared about what I am going through. I keep reminding myself that all my bloodwork was fine, but my heart flutters and beats fast all the time now. It’s pretty much constant. I’m up right now because I am having an episode and can’t sleep. I am so miserable, and there’s no end in sight. I started taking beta blockers, to keep the rate controlled so it doesn’t go up like it was doing, up to 120+ bpm.
I am terrified that this will not get better. This is the most afraid I have ever been in my life.
Today I had two episodes of random Tachycardia. This is where my heart rate would suddenly go up and beat at a very high rate. It was beating at like 130 bpm or like 115 bpm… it was basically all over the place. I had an episode in the middle…
